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Well this is my first post here in 5 months so if you haven't figured out that I kind of abandoned LJ well... then you probably just didn't care that I did. I'm not sure what compelled me to hop back on here today other than I took a sick day and am kind of bored. I don't know what this post is meant to do, too much has been going on to really do much of an update and even if I did one I'd just fall behind insanely once again.

I'm just kind of rambling at this point. This whole thing has sort of turned into a stream of conciousness post even though I didn't mean for it to be. But then if it can't be that what's the point of it being anything? Didn't kind of say that already? I'm afraid this whole thing is just going to keep circling back on itself. I wonder if I should edit this when I'm done or just post it as it comes out. I mean editing a stream of conciousness sort of defeats the point. But at the same time it might just save me from looking like a babbling idiot. Then again who babbles in text? Nevermind, it just occured to me that is what pretty much every member of Twitter is doing. How the hell do people find the time to update that stuff so much? I mean sometimes I'll have thoughts I wouldn't mind sharing but for me at least it takes way too much effort to actually stop the thought process (and whatever I'm physically doing) to get it put up on Twitter. Probably doesn't help that I haven't figured out how to do it from my phone yet. No I'm not a tech moron... well I am a little bit sometimes, but in this case I just really never bothered to try to figure it out.

Damn I'm typing pretty fast. I didn't think I'd ever get used to this laptop keyboard. Feels surprisingly natural now. I think I might be doing this just to procrastinate. I have movie reviews I should be doing (I need to get one for "Up" done and I really should go back and do "Get Smart" as well). My motivation really does fluxuate to much. I think that's the biggest lingering factor of my ADD, it's not short term loss of attention it's a bit more large scale. For a few months I'll put alot of effort into one of my many interests. Maybe for a few months I'll work on writing stories. Then after that I'll really keep up with the movie reviews for pictureshowpundits.com (yes I'm plugging myself even in stream of conciousness, how's that for shameless self promotion). Then I might focus on really promoting myself as a performer and working on new numbers. Or it might just be totally frivolous like racking up my post count on doctorwhoforum.com (which is shutting down in a few months GOD DAMN IT!).

It's funny how much time we spend on crap that doesn't matter. But then what does matter? Isn't that something that's completely subjective and we decide for ourselves. Yes I know there's the stuff society has told us must matter, money, family and so on. But ultimately we all choose what it is that we feel matters. Obviously I've chosen that this blog doesn't really matter to me. Not relatively anyways. I mean I've got three myspaces, a facebook, two e-mails and now a flickr account and I don't even distribute time on those evenly. Should I simplify? Or just prioritize? But when everything's frivolous isn't prioritizing it sort of arbitrary?

I wonder if I'm spelling all these big words correctly? Maybe I should run this through a spell check before I post it. Nah if I do that I know I'll start editing it and I think I've made up my mind that I'm not going to do that. Though it wouldn't hurt me to edit more often in general. Not just with blog stuff but e-mails, myspace comments and creative writing. Not that I write stuff I don't mean or can't censor myself or anything like that. I'm just too lazy to go back to something after the first draft. That's probably why none of my stories will ever see print, I get bored out of mind going back and refining them. Hello ADD again. Oh well, at the same time I think that ADD is part of what has allowed me as many interests as I have and I kind of like the little taste of everything I've got going.

I think I'm going to cut it off there, just seems like the right place.
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I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away. Then, as you like, post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.
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freak42's LJ New Year Party (Now At Least 9% Politically Correct!)



Started : 31st December 2005 10:32:30 PM

Ended : 01st January 2006 03:06:10 PM
Alco Money! : $ 295

Guests of Honour

charlygl80 is a spirited Agnostic and a real lightweight when it comes to drinking. charlygl80 drank 10 Absinthes, 5 Stouts, 1 Pulque.
thetathx1138 is a fanciful Taoist. thetathx1138 drank 1 Gin, 2 Mint Juleps.
skinnymartini is a vile Fundementalist Christian. skinnymartini decided to not drink because of their religious beliefs.
freaksgeekings is a cast down Liberal Christian. freaksgeekings drank 1 Bloody Mary.
moxielilith is a chirpy Agnostic and a greasy lager lout. moxielilith drank 8 Brandys, 4 White Wines, 3 Red Wines, 1 Mescal.
lilybrooke is a heinous Fundementalist Christian and an ardent supporter of the 'Givuz a new Liver for Free' campaign with the mental age of a 13 year-old. lilybrooke decided to not drink because of their religious beliefs.
happyspector is a hung-up Agnostic who regularly steals money from charity. happyspector drank 4 Sambuccas, 4 Bloody Marys, 2 White Russians, 1 Gin, 1 Irish Cream.
cuddlypiranha is a wobegone Buddhist. cuddlypiranha drank 9 Vodkas, 7 Absinthes, 1 Stout, 2 White Russians, 1 Whiskey.
martiniwhiskers is a nervous Hindu. martiniwhiskers drank 7 Pernods.
freak42 is a melancholy Atheist. freak42 drank 19 Cognacs.

Sick!

charlygl80, happyspector, cuddlypiranha, martiniwhiskers, freak42 are in contention of winning "Best Group of Barfers" at the annual "Karen Carpenter Memorial Awards" in Paris.

Fights

As per usual freak42 was the first person to pass out in the party - lilybrooke tried to captalise on this by flogging the alcoholic to near-death with the King James Version. freak42 is currently making a steady recovery in hospital.

Lovers

And the cat is finally out of the bag! moxielilith and cuddlypiranha have announced that they are deeply in love and that a wedding is planned in the New Year.

The Drunkest

cuddlypiranha when you catch yourself drinking at funerals, you know you are in trouble!

Random Events

lilybrooke was arrested for screaming "Hot Sushi Yon Kebab!" at a war veteran
who happened to be hobbling past the house at the time.

During a game of Twister happyspector reached out and felt martiniwhiskers's arse.
martiniwhiskers is now in rehab trying to recover from this trauma.

According to martiniwhiskers you can kill a dolphin by gluing up its blowhole with marmite.


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It seems like lately I haven't had time for really much of anything. It all seems taken up in work, working out, commuting and dealing with the dog. I don't know if this is a complaint or just an observation. Because I guess the issue is I have less free time, in otherwords time when I don't have anything planned. This isn't actually a bad thing since part of the reason I have less free time is that I've got more of a social life going on so I'm making plans to see people plus I've had more luck with modeling and comedy and all that stuff lately. Add in trying to finish a script and get a movie pulled together and well... there you have it. Guess I'm just not used to being this busy and it takes some adjusting.

Since I brought up comedy my performance on Thursday went alright. It wasn't bad but I consider it a learning experience overall. Among other things I had to compete with the baseball game that was playing on the tv. Knowing that a good portion of the audience wasn't really paying me any mind sort of threw me off a little and I feel like I rushed through my set just to be done. It's something I should get used to though because until I start playing actual comedy clubs as opposed to just your neighborhood bars then the audience isn't necesarily there to see me and I'll have to work for their attention and be prepared to be ignored. It wasn't too bad though and I look forward to doing it again. Unfortunately I don't know when that's going to be since the place I've been performing at is moving it's comedy night to Monday (yeah just like everybody else), one of the two nights I work at the club. So I'm back to square one as far as finding places to perform.

Oh well, so it goes.

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The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.


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Before anybody tells me, I'm making this entry open to the public and not friend's only on purpose. Just seems like more fun that way (since most people on my friends list will ignore this).

Step 1: Open up whatever mp3 program you use and add every song in your collection.
Step 2: Put it on random.
Step 3: Pick your favorite lines from the first 20 songs that play.
Step 4: Then your friends comment with their guesses of what songs the lyrics come from.
Step 5: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 6: TO GOOGLE THEM IS LAME!

#1. "They've long ago forgotten that she'll be a true love of mine."
#2. "You better pay attention now, 'cause I'm the boogie man." (Ken Page - The Oogie Boogie Song martiniwhiskers)
#3. "Any day now life's gonna get real good." (Bif Naked - Any Day Now lilybrooke)
#4. "I can't see much of a future unless we find out who's to blame."
#5. "Just listen to teacher." (Jeremy Irons - Be Prepared martiniwhiskers)
#6. "She called the doctor, woke him up and said 'Doctor ain't there nothing I can take?'" (Harry Nilsson - Coconut happyspector)
#7. "The state looks down on sodomy." (Blink 182 [well techinically it was the Richard Cheese version but same difference] - What's My Age Again? martiniwhiskers)
#8. "I don't have a drinking problem, 'cept when I can't get a drink." (Tom Waits - Bad Liver and a Broken Heart happyspector)
#9. "You only take me to change my mind."
#10. "Four years of college and plenty of knowledge have earned me this useless degree." (The Cast of Avenue Q - What Do You Do With a B.A. in English? martiniwhiskers)
#11. "I wonder why you choose those others and you never come to call on me." (Bif Naked - Spaceman lilybrooke)
#12. "This is my verse, HELLO!" (Emma Caulfield and Nicholas Brendon - I'll Never Tell thetathx1138)
#13. "When we are older you'll understand what I meant when I said 'No.'"
#14. "Did you just say that?"
#15. "Your stories ring of perjury."
#16. "Your brain cannot contain the rage that I attain."
#17. "You're standing on my neck." (The theme song from Daria [I don't know who the heck sings it] martiniwhiskers )
#18. "If my heart could beat it would break my chest."
#19. "Been around the world and found that only stupid people are breeding." (Harvey Danger - Flagpole Sitta martiniwhiskers)
#20. "Losing the game doesn't mean that we're losing the fight."

Have fun.

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Well as you know I'm making this journal friends only. In addition I'm also setting up a seperate journal for my reviews. This serves two purposes. One in the unlikely event that people actually like to read my reviews then anybody who wants to can see them there. And two I know for a fact some people who like read my normal journal have no interest in my reviews so now they won't have to be bothered by them. The reviews journal can be found at http://www.livejournal.com/users/freaksgeekings/ (nothing there yet but I'll start putting stuff there tomorrow).

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